Saturday, March 14, 2009

ch....

ak ngah tgk nasyid kat ch..
tu je nk ckp..'
hee~~

owh2
mlm ni inteam dtg utp..
hrm best2.
jom..
kite pergi..

kepada housemate ku ..tabahkn hati kalian ya..
hee~
xpecially untk su,yuna, n others la..me to..
hee~
remember diz quote..
'we're meant to lost d one dat we love '
(@_@)
TASHA

Thursday, March 12, 2009

endlessly..

today i make up my mind on forgetting him..hurm i'll try my best la even though it is hard 4 me..my frens said.." it will juz hurt u.."...n i dun think i cant bear wif that feeling anymore..i juz cant..it hurts me a lot .....dun wait for sumthing dat u r not sure it will b urs.said my fren..suhana..n i think so..hurm wasting ma time?but then i dun think it wasting my tyme for waiting him but i just cant hold dat anymore..realy3 hurt ...

climbing d wall coz i miss u..??where's d wall??..hrm ..xda lerh..ni lrik lgu bsb..best sgt2...n d part i like d most wif diz song is "caught by d taste of ur kiss"..."caught by ur smile"..begitulah kishny....

(T_T)

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

qu0te today..

Cinta tidak pernah meminta, ia sentiasa memberi, cinta membawa penderitaan, tetapi tidak pernah berdendam, tak pernah membalas dendam. Di mana ada cinta di situ ada kehidupan, manakala kebencian membawa kepada kemusnahan
(^_^)
TASHA

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

mine..

hari ini haRI2 STAR berlalu mcm biasa je..nothing spesel dlm hidup dye hari nie....hurm tdi tmy DE..STAR lost n dunno wat lecturere is teaching in d front sbb STAR didnt take a look at dat topic last nyte..STAR menyesl sgt2 sbb kwn2 dye GALAKSI n BURUJ n BULAN tk lost mcm dye je,...hurm ....PLANEt laen pown xda la lost mcm dye..

akibt terlalu sdeyh,STAR pown pergi la ke BURMA O.chem..dan dicne pown STAR sgt2 la lost jugk kerana METEOR menceritakan tentang yg tidak STAR fahami..chpter 6..METEOR pergi terlalu jauh kedepn..STAR bermonolog sendiri ..."aperkah ini"...bisik STAr didlm hatinye..kemudian STARs pown pergi la membawa diri ke BURMA p.chem..n STAR sgt2 la best berada di cne kerana hari tu STAR telh membuat xperiment psl REACtion of bla bla bla...
n during dat cls..STAR sgt gumbira sbb XPeriment dye sgtlah berkesan..tk mcm Galaksi yg berada di hapdn nye..iaitu galaksi FADH!!heee.....

owh2..
tdi bli
selipar bru...warnenye biru..sukenye biru!!!tp tdi bnyk sgt la selipar yg cun2
..adesh!!rambaNG MATA BETA ...hurm

..
tdi pergi tgk nysid..tk sangka zam masuk...hahahaha...a.
newy..gud luck zam!!moga ko dpt ke final ...chayok!!kami menyokng dari blakang..but then ak wonder..npe dye tk jdik vokalis..suara macho pe..hee..
(=_=')
TASHA

Monday, March 9, 2009

all i haf to give..

firstly monim to all readers..
all i haf to give??i haf to give all i haf to give to haf a better life....owh2...last nyte listen to some quote..if u want to b a gud gurl..juz get urself wif a badboy..sound's irony rite...huhu..
today i woke up early in d monim la..of course la,,last nyte i slept at 10 ...hurm waste my tyme la sleep at dat early..btw..dye on9..awalnye..hurm smlm erni told me sumthing ...sumthing dat i shocked of...totally suprised wif wat erni saying...dye on9...npe la ak tkt nk buzz dye..hurm...tkt jdik pengganggu yg tk diingini je..dun wan la..but then su ckp ak jual mahl..adesh!!mne ad..im juz afraid of doing dat thing...n if he's not going to reply mine..totally malu la..adesh!!!dun wan2...

len kli bercerita lgi la..
mintk diri dlu la..
adios!!
(^_^)
TASHA

Sunday, March 8, 2009

qu0te today..



“Musuh kita yang paling jahat adalah hati kita, tapi kawan kita yang baik pun adalah hati kita.”

Saturday, March 7, 2009

incomplete..

such a bored day..hurm dunno wat to do
loerh..btw..2day i woke up at pm...not am..huhuhu...shame on me la as a
gurlz....owh2..minggu ni most of my housemate xda kat umah..sorng silt...2 orng
sg..sorng blik indonesia..hurm ramai la yg tido keseorngn mlm nie..hurm...ak
pown sme la..tp tu la..bleyh ke ak tido sorng2 nie,,wonder...tdi mkn mee
goreng..tiba2 penim lak leps mkn..bnyk minyk kot..hurm ak tk bleyh sgt ngan oily
food nie..sah32 penim nye..


smlm ak tdo kol 3++ la..n tyme ak xtido lagi tu..si dye on9..n ak tggu dye buzz..tpi dye tk buzz..agak sdeyh.. :( ak pown wish la gud nyte kat dye through ym....haish'!!!realy2 sicks of him??
dun no la..

wen u talk..doesnt seems like u lie..i dunno wat he did to make me fall for him.. but if u my boy..i'll do everthing 4 u..without u i dun think i can live..n i will give all i haf to give..i wish i could give d world to u.....

Friday, March 6, 2009

sayang itu..



sayang itu bkn nye bererti
memiliki...it juz enuf ard to see him o her happy even wif others..

dat's wat luv
is...

throw it on me..

early in d monim im writng diz blog is juz to b ok ...wink3!! .my days today's quit sucks la..heee...noe wat?i skipped 3 out
of 4 class of mine today..gud gurlz rite..huu...like live in fantasy..world
is mine..not others..juz doing wat i wanna do..hee..but i skipped it on a reason la..reasonable reason..btol kah??lalala..dun now la..btw..tadi tiba2 kwn cpiq kol ak...adi nmenye..ntah ap ngigau kol ak..adesh!!!pelik3...hurm btw..tdi tetiba teringt kat dye..hurm trying to avoid dat feeling..dun wanna hurt muhself la..ard got pain bcoz of dat feeling..realy2 pain..juz wanna screamm..scream!!at the top of mountain wif a moonlight..juz to alter wat is in my
heart..


Thursday, March 5, 2009

y & n...


Dengan senyum,kemanapun kita pergi,bersinarlah di sana cahaya kegembiraan. Tidak ada urusan yang berat dalam dunia ini.Semuanya dapat diatasinye..
(*_^)
TASHA


tanggal 5hb...

argh!!!ngantuknye..mcm mls je nk pergi kelas kol 12 jap lgi..hurm dah la kene jaga booth YEC lagi..ak diarahkan pergi jaga booth transbiz tu untk dua jam berturut2 dari kol 10-12...owh2..da la minggu ni De ad kuiz...ak xprepare ape2 pown untk kuiz tu...hope dat ak bleyh jwb je..

tut tut.....
tetiba nfon ak berbunyi..owh3..kunci jam rupenye.."bgn2..da lewat nie",jerit aemy, housemate aka kwn dari form 1..aemy kwn ak yg pling lme kat utp nie..kitorng knl sejak dop kat maher..n kebetulan mak ak ngan mak dye mmg knl la...senang klo ad pape ...hurm kitorng sme2 tinggal kat kelntn... " jap g bgn la mie..."jawab ak dgn nada yg sgt la mls ingin bgn..ak suke pggl dye mie..ringkas dan cept....

dgn mls ak bangkit dari ktil dan terus membuka lappy..rutin bgn tido bdk2 zaman cyber ni...dunia da maju dah..dan tnpe membuang mse..ak terus pergi mandi...hari ni ak sympoo rmbut ngan pkai conditionr...segar rsenye mandi pgi nie...jumpe aini kat toilet.."kol bpe ad kels"...tnye ak kat aini..kol bpe ntah..ak tk ingt...hurm terus ak berlalu dari blik air..blik ke bilik ak n hani still tido.best nye dye tido...rse mcm nk tido blik je..."hani2.bgn..da lewat nie"..kejut ak...tp still tk bgn gak..tk bleyh slhkn dye,ak pown sush gak nk bgn tido....

ak bergegas pergi ke usm.untk jaga booth..leteyh nye jln..bile la ayh ak nk bg kereta nie..hurm...
da smpai cne..ad dua senior sdg jaga booth..n dtg la hisym kemudian..kitorng borak2 sambil ngah stdy..
huhuhu..stdy ker?xpown act..hurm hani ni besday housemate kitorng..smbut?ntah la..better ask others bout it.dun wanna talk bout it la..feels lil pain in my heart..btw..tdi ak xjumpe dye...sdeyh?
sedkit la..tp tu la..hari2 kot sdeyh..hee..bkn pe..nth la..sush nk ckp psl feeling nie..mmg sush..kdg2 ak pwn tk phm ngan perasaan hati ni..segumpal darah bernama hati amatlh sukar untk dimengertikan...mmg sush..n sgt skit bile da terkena panahn..
tdi harp sgt dpt jumpe dye..tp tu la..kite merangcang.tuhan tentukan...ak redha je....
hurm da ramai ak ask kwn2 ak untk doakan jdoh ak ngan dye...bleyyh ker>tp tu la..klo da jdoh x kemne..n klo xda jdoh..tima je la..

owh2..da pnjng nie..nk out nie..stdy2..

FIGHTING!! (^_^)
~tasha~

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

quote today..

Ikhlaslah
menjadi
diri sendiri agar hidup penuh dengan ketenangan dankeamanan.
Hidup
tanpa
pegangan ibarat buih-buih sabun. Bila-bila masa iaakan
pecah

(*_*)


sleeping child...

halo2 malaysia..hari ak pada hari ni seperti bese je..xhepi ...xsdeyh..sedang2 je..hurm tdi test...bleyh la kot jwb...tp sokln tu wat ak tkt je..sbb direct sgt..tkt sgt ak slh ..hurm tp bleyh la kot..da sme jwpn ngan aemy tu,kira ok la...but then De ak teruk je..hurm...but im trying to 4get bout DE...so many people got high...

standing at the mounting high..dat's my dream..look at d moon light..
ZzzzzZZZz...
ngantuk la..
nk tito dah!! nyte...
esok smbung psl moonlight tu..
lalala..
(@_@)
TASHA

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

"Hidup adalah gabungan antara bahagia dan
derita. Ia adalah mengujiketeguhan iman seseorang. Malangnya bagi mereka yg
hanya mengikut
kehendak hati tidak sanggup menerima
penderitaan

(n_n)

tasha...

hee~..

lalalala
ap ak bwat nie?xtido2 lagi..adesh!!!bkn pe..tdi da tido,kol 12.10 till 2.00..hrm ptt la x reti2 nk tido lgi nie..adesh!da la kelas esok kol 8A.M..
btw...
tdi kan...ter....dye..hahaha...
cube teka ap ak nk ckp..
lalalala..
owh2..!!bru teringat..tdi ak da ok blik ngan kwn baek ak..
cpiz aka kura2..
hurm asyik mintk maaf je keje dye..
tp dye ad ckp sumthing yg menyenangkn ak...
hee..
thanx cpiq...
eh2..
dah2 la....
nk stdy DE lak ni ..
klo tk...kompem2 nahs esok..
nk2 klo kne soal..
aduyai!!!
owh2..
last2.
esok ad test..
wish me gud lurck!!!
mish!!!my parent..!!!my family!!
(T_T)
~tasha~

Monday, March 2, 2009

yuna..(bintang biru)

mendung..

salam....

hurm today feels better than last nyte..thanx GOd..smlm dpt mood blik lepas maen kad..ngan erni ,su n yuna..n haf a meaningful chat wif them bout some sort of feeling dat alwiz make me sicks n others sick..guess....feeling dat i cant avoid...im trying but then i juz cant do it..it comes without being welcome..dat's karma rite..feeling doesnt nid permission to come across our heart n to be staying there forever o for a while...we juz notice dat when we feel a lil pain in one part of our heart..even a lil bit..but it is enuf already to make us feel uncomfortable n feels like there sumthing goes wrong ..realy2 goes wrong wif urself..da suckest state u ever had..i guess..lalalala...hurm when talking bout feeling..it feels like dun wan to stop telling bout it..feels realy2 comfortable n feels excited..morever,if we r talking bout feeling dat vwe realy2 like it..feeling to sumone..btw..yuna told me dat.."d happiest moment dat u will haf in ur life is wen u know d one dat u realy2 like is also like u...dat feeling is even better than wen u ard haf him o her.."...n now i realy2 stick to dat phrase..meaningful phrase i ever heard..yuna?...alwiz saying sumthing meaningfull....for sure la coz she's older than us..n she knows everthing bcz haf had a lot of xperience b4 dis..

my...

Kamu tahu bahwa kamu sangat merindukan seseorang, ketika kamu memikirkannya hatimu hancur berkeping.
Dan hanya dengan mendengar kata "Hai" darinya, dapat menyatukan kembali kepingan hati tersebut.

hurm...

sumbody tell me now wat shud i do..y leave me hanging??...hey baby..y leave me hanging..totally sumthing goes wrong wif my mind..totally im screw up by some sort of feeling..make me sick...becoming d sickest person in diz world..like im going ot d place dat i wont feel diz feeling anymore....where i can paint my love without any disturbance..paint my love..i shud paint ma love..it's a picture of my feeling ..can i act like sumone else?? o shud i live like a jerk..?hurm.....then make me turn into better person!...dun no wat to do....hurm i believe in my world..n i believe in ma dream....n i believe dat live..it's giving back to you wat u sacrified..then i haf to sacrified more..till to the final destination...dat's wat shud i do..

Sunday, March 1, 2009

early in d monim...

Hidup memerlukan pengorbananan. Pengorbanan memerlukan perjuangan.
Perjuangan memerlukan ketabahan. Ketabahan memerlukan keyakinan.
Keyakinan pula menentukan kejayaan. Kejayaan pula akan menentukan
kebahagiaan.

luv ya..

(@-@)

Tidak ada insan suci yang tidak mempunyai masa lampau dan tidak ada
insan yang berdosa yang tidak mempunyai masa depan.