Wednesday, September 16, 2009

str8 from my heart...

writng dis blog with "bengang" mood..i dunno where to start and wat to say but i know i've done very fair enuf..my head is on d ground rite now~janji tinggal janji, prinsip lagi la...act i dun like to give a damn on this stupid+damn= sucks thing la..but then mmg xleyh..haish~astaga... only GOd knows wat im feeling rite now..feels like killing "those who "successful" for making me feel like this"....

dun want to elaborate more ..im just afraid that i would be worse than it is....cume nk ckp,semua orng ad perasaan..we cant ignored other's feeling just bcoz we want to make one person hapy..kene consider org ramai, all of us have feeling ..bkn nye stone-heart kitorng2 ni..berperasaan sume nie,bkn nye xda.we all got heart ..dpt merasa sdeyyh n gembira, dpt rase kecik hati ke tk bile ditolak ke belakang cm tu je...wat xnmpk je..eventho distance bkn nye sebatu pown, tp tu la, nk wat cne..not all peeps appreaciate us..yg tu mmg kene reda dri awal la....da bnyk benda kitrng wat sbb nk msuk ngan "golongan" korng..tp sume cam sia2 je......nk kate we all yg tolak kamu kebelakang tk..kitorg yg dtolak.....pape je la...mls da nk pikir..tp tu la..kepada yg terasa tu.pikir2 la..dun be too selfish..kite ni hidup berkelompok..,kne pandai jaga perasaan org laen..xkn nk orng laen je yg jaga perasaan kite..then who's gonna take care of our feeling????nk pggil superman??ultraman???hurm~ko pikir la sendiri...ckp kite semua kwn..npe xnmpk cm kwn pown??rsenye lebeyh dri kwn kot..-in gud term-

"the best way to cheer you up is by cheering somebody else up..."
"you cannot always haf happiness, but you can always give happiness..."
kepada sume2 housemate yg sekepala~thanx for d breakfasting kat kfc,jj, pizza,sabila o watever la [xtaw ap nme dye act..]
moga ukhuwah kite akn berkekaln hingga ke akhir zaman
.....enuf bout friendship stuff,now we move on family n raya stuff.... =)
will be going home on friday nite, make me feels so sad la,bkn pe.1 day b4 raye bru smpai umah[act,my mom asked me wen will c.aten going back, n i said dat jumaat mornig..bkn pe,mom suh tumpng c.aten if c.aten blik khmis..so dat i can take a flight from klia tu kb.]..will be fasting at home just one day only..spe xsdeyh..da la xda chance pergi beli bju raya ngan family ...d most saddest thng is dat my mom xbeli biskut dis year sbb all are home-made bkn nye kedai punye...lsung cant taste how it feels to bake biskit raye dis year..mmg sdeyh..n ask my mom,then when will abah make a ketupat>?mom told me dat abh nk wat hari jumaat....dumn!!feels like a big rock just fallin' to my head..mmg sdeyh..ngis kot..sadis nye rse...sume xleyh wat..suasana rye tu mmg xda lngsung..my mom ckp la ,dah tu klo blik jumaat,mne sempt nk kuar 6t...sdeyh lgi~mmg bnyk part sdeyh la..hurm tp tu la..blaja nye pasal....ma ckp..biar la cha..da nme blaja....hurm pape pown..my baju kurung da ciap..cant wait to see it ..eventho i ard know how it will b...papepown,hope our journey will b safe..GOD-wills...untk family ku.tggu kepulangn daku di rumah~akn ku smpai pg sbtu ni....
natasha
(T____T)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

pagi yg indah..

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when u hang up on him, who will lie under a stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch your sleep...wait for the boy who will kiss your forehead, who want to show you off to the world when you are in sweat, who hold your hand in front of his friends, who think you are just as pretty without make up on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.....the one who turns to his friens and say.."that's her"...
(*_*)
natasha

Saturday, September 5, 2009

setelah lame menyepi..

di pagi mulia ini ku melayari sepi...tetiba je rse cm ad seru untk mengepost blog pada pagi yg da lewat ini..setelah berbulan blog ini tidk ku usik.sudah bersawang rupenye..(>.<)
entry pada hari ni ialah ak pown xtaw ap.cume rse cm nk mengarang je..bnyk nye perkara yg terjadi sepngjn blog ini tdk d hupdate..yg baek n yg buruk pown tidak ketinggalan..semuanye pasal kehidupan sekeliling yg disempuranakn dgn kehadiran kwn2 serta keluarga,indah suasana dihiasi dgn senyuman di sekeliling kite...pada bln ni la ak mkin rapat ngan kwn baek ak...pada bln ni la ak mmg da lupekn kisah lame yg telh berkurun bertandang di dlm lubuk hati nie...xda siapa yg taw*eventho satu rumah da taw*..
pda buln ni gak ak da contc blik kwn ak yg mmg da lame xcontc evntho kitorng satu course..*atas sbb3 tertentu xcontct*....pendek kata mmg ni bln yg sgtlh bermakna la buat ak..tp bgi ak tiap2 detik di dunia ni adalh bermakna..depends on how we spend it..tp yg pling best adlah ni bln ramadhan..menunjukn yg kite semua da nk rye. .. XP

speaking of ramadhan..mesti semua orng teruja nk rye...including me muhself la..
yg pling best pada raye tahun ni adlah sbb ak xsbr nk tgk bju raye yg telh dijahit berbulan lamenye..xsbr...nk melaram time raye ni..bahagia rse nk raye nie...tp tu semua smpingan di bln ramadhan..yg pling best pasal ramadhan adlh sbb manfaat yg kite dpt pada bln rmadhn sebenrnye...same3 lah kite berlumba2 beribadat di bln yg mulia nie..same2 lah kite mencari mlm lailatul qadar...jgn sia2 kn ap yg ad di dpen mata..sungguh sinar yg kucari di buln yg mulia nie..mengucap kesyukuran ke atas Tuhan atas nikmt yg dtg di bulan yg mulia ini..di buln yg mulia ini marilah kite semua lupakn segala silp da slh..memohon maaf setiap kali..marilh sme2 kite mengecap same2 akn keindahn ramadhan ini..bulan ramadhan ini adlah anugerah Ilahi sbgai lambng kasih syg Tuhan kepada hamba2 nya..marilh kite same2 menilai diri kite pada bulan yg mulia nie..marilh kite same2 mencari hati kite pd ramadhn kli ini...moga2 amaln kite akn bertmbh dan sempurna pelaksana-annya..

sabda Rasulullah..
"apabila datang bulan ramadhan,dibukakn pintu langit dan ditutup pintu neraka serta dibelenggu segala syaitan.."

marilah same2 kite memantaatkn bulan yg mulia nie..

"if u see one of ur friend without a smile,give him or her one of yours.."

.....maka berakhirlah coretan ku di blog yg telh bersawang ini..semoga hdup kite semua diserikn dgn senyuman insan sekeliling...

(n_n)
NATASHA