Wednesday, September 16, 2009

str8 from my heart...

writng dis blog with "bengang" mood..i dunno where to start and wat to say but i know i've done very fair enuf..my head is on d ground rite now~janji tinggal janji, prinsip lagi la...act i dun like to give a damn on this stupid+damn= sucks thing la..but then mmg xleyh..haish~astaga... only GOd knows wat im feeling rite now..feels like killing "those who "successful" for making me feel like this"....

dun want to elaborate more ..im just afraid that i would be worse than it is....cume nk ckp,semua orng ad perasaan..we cant ignored other's feeling just bcoz we want to make one person hapy..kene consider org ramai, all of us have feeling ..bkn nye stone-heart kitorng2 ni..berperasaan sume nie,bkn nye xda.we all got heart ..dpt merasa sdeyyh n gembira, dpt rase kecik hati ke tk bile ditolak ke belakang cm tu je...wat xnmpk je..eventho distance bkn nye sebatu pown, tp tu la, nk wat cne..not all peeps appreaciate us..yg tu mmg kene reda dri awal la....da bnyk benda kitrng wat sbb nk msuk ngan "golongan" korng..tp sume cam sia2 je......nk kate we all yg tolak kamu kebelakang tk..kitorg yg dtolak.....pape je la...mls da nk pikir..tp tu la..kepada yg terasa tu.pikir2 la..dun be too selfish..kite ni hidup berkelompok..,kne pandai jaga perasaan org laen..xkn nk orng laen je yg jaga perasaan kite..then who's gonna take care of our feeling????nk pggil superman??ultraman???hurm~ko pikir la sendiri...ckp kite semua kwn..npe xnmpk cm kwn pown??rsenye lebeyh dri kwn kot..-in gud term-

"the best way to cheer you up is by cheering somebody else up..."
"you cannot always haf happiness, but you can always give happiness..."
kepada sume2 housemate yg sekepala~thanx for d breakfasting kat kfc,jj, pizza,sabila o watever la [xtaw ap nme dye act..]
moga ukhuwah kite akn berkekaln hingga ke akhir zaman
.....enuf bout friendship stuff,now we move on family n raya stuff.... =)
will be going home on friday nite, make me feels so sad la,bkn pe.1 day b4 raye bru smpai umah[act,my mom asked me wen will c.aten going back, n i said dat jumaat mornig..bkn pe,mom suh tumpng c.aten if c.aten blik khmis..so dat i can take a flight from klia tu kb.]..will be fasting at home just one day only..spe xsdeyh..da la xda chance pergi beli bju raya ngan family ...d most saddest thng is dat my mom xbeli biskut dis year sbb all are home-made bkn nye kedai punye...lsung cant taste how it feels to bake biskit raye dis year..mmg sdeyh..n ask my mom,then when will abah make a ketupat>?mom told me dat abh nk wat hari jumaat....dumn!!feels like a big rock just fallin' to my head..mmg sdeyh..ngis kot..sadis nye rse...sume xleyh wat..suasana rye tu mmg xda lngsung..my mom ckp la ,dah tu klo blik jumaat,mne sempt nk kuar 6t...sdeyh lgi~mmg bnyk part sdeyh la..hurm tp tu la..blaja nye pasal....ma ckp..biar la cha..da nme blaja....hurm pape pown..my baju kurung da ciap..cant wait to see it ..eventho i ard know how it will b...papepown,hope our journey will b safe..GOD-wills...untk family ku.tggu kepulangn daku di rumah~akn ku smpai pg sbtu ni....
natasha
(T____T)

5 comments:

ChE AtEn♥♥ said...

xpe la tasha, dlm susah senang awk gembira awk sedih still u r not alone. kita sama2 :) ~quite agree wit ur post however~

btw, nti blik umah sana ad la tu suasana raya. jgn sedih2 dlu hihi :)

kiera-fishies said...

salam acha..

kite nk mntk maaf sebenarnye.
kite sorang je tak ikut pegi bukak
puasa luar kan..
huhu..
segan la nk ikut......

kite tak rapat mcm acha rapat ngn eamy, farihah, hanie, katty, aten.. sume2 tu la

huhu..
sori acha~

natasha said...

untk c.aten-nsib kamu2 semua sekepala..thanx untk everything..proud to haf u all as my fren..

kierah~try to be wif us.then u will b close as other's la..jgn asyik nk ngelk je..rsenye kite xpenh kot breakfasting same2..kierah prefer bkk kat blik dari bkk ngan we all..hurm~but then wen it comes to silt..kierha sggp je kuar blk g v4 or v pape je la..tp xsggp lak nk kuar blik untk ke dpur bkk ngan we all..hurm~nothing much to say la..da nk rye..ramadhan pon da nk hbes..laen tahun kite bkk sme2 la...tu pown klo berkesempatan..maaf zahir dan batin ats segala yg terasa hati..klo tersingkir dari kitrong ke..

rizqiibrahim said...

ape kes ni cha..

'amirah_H said...

salam kpd sahabat2 y dsayangi krn Allah sekalian...

pengorbanan plg besar dlm idup kte ialah pengorbanan perasaan. kenape?perasaan ini xnampak, jauh nun dlm hati.hya diri sendiri y mrasai perasaan masing2.bersyukur krn Allah bg perasaan kat stp org krn Allah nk bg merasai pahit manis persahabatan.Allah sayang kalian.

kita ini semua sama taraf...xperlu rasa segan2. cuma,pe2 pun we try the best utk menerima n memberi ape y terbaek.setiap org de care tsdiri, belajar lah menerima kelebihan n kelemahan stp org krn men not perfect.

evryone is not alone.kita hidup bermasyarakat.
"Kita menghadapi cabaran hidup ini seorang diri tetapi untuk menyempurnakan hidup ini kita perlukan seseorang iaitu TEMAN".
(i hop dat acha still remember diz quote)

Persahabatan itu bukan diukur pd berapa banyak masa dhabiskn bersama, tetapi diukur pd berapa banyak kali kita mengingatkn sahabat pdNYA.

wallahualam.

no matter wut happen, kembali kpd basic.
maaf dpinta jke tersasar.

wassalam.