Friday, March 12, 2010

Penyesalan.

salam/hi....
hurm actually i dont wish to write more for this entry..just nk luahkan rase sedikit tidak okay dalam diri ni... before that... untuk aemy...

aemy,sory sgt sgt mi...dont know what to say to make me feel better ... and to make you feel better.... after our last conversation through phone last nyte, i keep thinkng of what am i doing right now... is it good or bad?? ... n for sure la it is bad..really really bad... but when it comes to this invitation, i just dont know what to do... tmbh tmbh because of someone..told you right???? but i will try to say "no" for the next time... i'll try mi... believe me for this time... for now you must be upset right ?? ...actually, everytime i talk to you make me feel better....that;s why when it comes to this situation, kite akan cari aemy..coz i know you will make me feel good.. better and the best-est~... really really sorry for what i have done... seriously rse bersalah sagt ngan aemy.. sepanjng mlm terpikir...n even now... xtaw cne dah nk ckp..but still after writing this post, kite rse xselesa lgi... ......

done~ .... that;s the thing yg keep bothering me since last night... skrunk n perhaps for the next hours,days and years... years tu tk kot...mayb after having a short conversation with aemy will make me feel better kot... so, aemy!! jom !!!


**kepada readers, mesti korg pelik ap la yg ak bebelkn nie..owh,sory sgt sgt... ni hanyalah karya agung Natasha yg akan tiba di pasaran tidak lama lgi...diharap bersabar... :) and for sure la this thing doesnt has anything to do with yg maut .....yg hidup tu ad la.. :P **

p/s: kepada mane mane yg rse kesunyian tu..boleh lah hubungi Natasha .... :P im free now... sekarang saya sudah kembali normal... tidak ad perasaan lgi... org ckp stone-heart.. :) buat la ape pown...ku tk kn rse ape ape dah.. but then dont kill me la.. :

words of hope
if we're meant for each other , then ad la tu jodoh ....
if not, then it is okay la...
as long as we are happy even we are not together..
my wish is...
please dont forget ...
and if you hear someone say my name ...

just say "hey, i know her" ..
that's enough to make me feel better/ dihargai...
at least you know me...

last but not least...
dear me!!!
chayok chayok!! aja aja fighting!!! bersemangat!!! bertahan!!!! move on!!! sekarang saya dah okay...perasaan dah kosong(statement ni tipu semata mata)..saya sgtlh gumbira~ ...

Natasha
(n_n')

7 comments:

duranian said...

haha
lets regret now
dont regret later
>_<"

natasha said...

ahaa :)
btol tu...tp tu la...penyesalan ni bukn perkara yg boleh diambil ringan... :|

Anonymous said...

salam...
hidup ini bukanlah satu penyesalan tetapi satu pengajaran...

pengajaran yg disusuli tindakan...

tindakan +ve or -ve?

hidup ini bukan utk sdiri tetapi utk menemani y btul n mnempis y salah...

hati itu cerah ble kte igt pdNYA,
ble gelisah pd sesuatu,Allah sayang kamu.
jagalah hati.
moga sentiasa djaga n dpliharaNYA.

drp;
puteri gambate.

natasha said...

thnx a lot amirah hassan~ :D
proud to have u as my friend... :D

'amirah_H said...

waiting 4 short conservation wif u s stated in the last sentence of 3rd paragraph.

(",)

natasha said...

eamy.nnti yerp my... :D

natasha said...

eamy.nnti yerp my... :D