Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Salam and hai to all, lately I am stucked with this blog and perhaps it's because a lot of good things happened to myself. Life's getting better when I get older, actually not better at all, but it is good though. Btw, last night I had a long conversation with my bestf riend, Wan Syafiq and for sure I wont forget what happened to us last night. For the first time, both of us had a freaking serious conversation. ^_^ highlight again, first time ever since we become a very good friend to each other. Now I have to admit that girl and boy cant be best friend forever due to some unexpected feeling that will come across which you wont realized that until at certain time. Warning, this statement didnt declare that Syafiq and me became a pair. hahaha, it just a statement which doesnt have anything to do with us. Actually it has thing to do with us. pffffft~see, told you that different gender cant be best friend. Tapi kitorang wont take any steps eventhough both have feeling for each other. Semuanya sebab me myself and syafiq dont believe in couple thingy because both of us believe in jodoh. Means that if kitorang couple, tak semestinya both of us akan get marry to each other. Kalau tak da jodoh, kiranya sia sialah apa yang dipertahankan sepanjang tempoh couple itu. Sebab jodoh pertemuan adalah future, we cant say anything about future coz it's out of our control. Kite yang merancang dan Dia yang tentukan. Frankly speaking, yes both of us had feeling to each other, but kitorang malas nak pikir more than that, perasaan tu biarkan je for now. Lagipown Syafiq belajar kat UK for 3 years, 3 years are not short time, many things might happen during that period. Probability that he might find another woman is big, same goes to me actually, during that period, I might find another man in my life. So, untuk tidak meluka kan sesiapa, we decide to be bestfriend until both of us finish with our study, then we will talk about this thing again.Sebab utama kerana diri ini sayang akan persahabatan yang terjalin lame, since both of us in std 4. To the readers, mesti tertanya, kenapa tak kapel je, chop awal awal apa salahnya, innit? Haa, bila sekali pikir, yes, btol tu, dua kali pikir, ye btol juga. Klo chop xda orang bole amek dah. Tapi klo chop dan kapel bertahun tahun, tapi bukan dia jodoh yang ditentukan untuk kite, xke makan diri namenye tu. Menangis keluar air mata darah nanti. Kitorang tak nak semua tu berlaku antara kami berdua. So, kitorang memang nekad nak tunggu what will happen next, lets say if he's meant to be with me, doakan kami bahagia. But if he isnt meant to be with me, kitorang akan doakan supaya both bahagia. Sebab yang terjadi adalah rancangan Nya, kita tiada hak nak bantah, mogok or seangkatan dengan nya. Kalau ikutkan hati, yes , definitely I'll be waiting. Hurm, kalau ada jdoh, rezeki kitorang, kalau xda pown tak pe, kami akan mengabdikan diri kepada yang lebih berhak ke atas kami. ^_^ nice saying innit? hahahaha, okay enough for now. Sekian.